10:38 p.m. 2003-10-23

feel like i feel

love how i love

be what you are and never ask why

because you're all my endless eyes can see

life and death are wilted in front of me

but we'll bloom on thru winter

thru cold burning shitholes scattered around

my path is set

and i go no further than forever

perfection and grace raining down from angry clouds of jealous infatuation

but you never feel a drop

i walk between glass and cut up "before"

but my wounds are healing

stitched clean and wrapped in beauty

the solace of your heart

is more than i could ever offer

but within this stream of gratitude my faith in love rises to breathe

my faith in who you are

and you'll never know just how your words have warmed my frozen diseased being

my blood scabbed up into poison encased in summers past

hazy hatred that lurked behind this life without you

but you'll never feel a drop

promised and fallen i'll hold and lift you as far as you'll let me go

and keep that murky jar on the shelf where it deserves to be

while we toast the end of being alone

cos clouds can gather in all their splendid hostility

and rain as much as they can

they can flood this entire earth with ugly

but i can promise you

we'll never feel a drop

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"so let the clouds roll by your face / we'll let the world spin on to another place..."




i just want to be


.blue sky alibi.





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all the bridges in the world won't save you
if there is no other side to cross to

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