hey guess what! i'm still alive! how bout them apples.
i've been playing with blurs on my digital camera. and i'm liking the look of a lot of these shots. i just used a lot of 'l's in that last statement. lalalalalalalala.
i have nothing to say, really.
we've narrowed down the wedding date to a month---october. which isn't really a surprise since that was the idea to begin with. as for the actual day, that's still up in the air. i'm shooting for october second, cos i wanna have the reception outside and that would require it to be not quite so freezing outside, but as yet my lovely fiance has not said yay or nay. he's concerned about getting enough time off work to actually go somewhere afterwards (aka--the ocean), whereas it won't be a problem for me. but then again, my supervisor is not the devil incarnate, either.
we were supposed to be playing a show saturday, but the venue pulled the plug...so the gig's off. better i guess, considering jimmy left me this strange panicky message on the answering machine last nite. i should probably call him soon before he gives himself a heart attack.
rent's due. i have some money. but i was hoping to use it for various christmas-related things. what do i get my fiance for christmas?? someone help me. i'm begging. aaaaaanyway...........rent money of course takes precedence, unless i'd rather sleep outside in the freezing freezing did i mention freeezing cold.
blah.
i'm boring.
i haven't been writing because i haven't had anything to write about really, and when i do for a brief startling moment have something to write about, i can't do an entry because the servers are busy. andrew, andrew, andrew. ahhhhh well.
so yeah. work, band, home. that's pretty much it. i went to the bowling alley last nite and surprised my mum and her bowling team....hahahahaha. and was then forced to show everyone within a five mile radius my engagement ring.
which was fine, you know, since i'm kinda happy with it.
i've been reading dracula again and i really need to do my laundry, but it's fucking cold outside and i just turned the heat up to monstrous levels of hotness so i'm sure dave will come home and wonder why it's like a sauna in here. he keeps this damned apartment at about forty-five degrees, constantly. i'm sitting on the couch under two blankets freezing my ass off and he's sitting in the chair wearing a t-shirt and jeans. oy. whatareyougonnado.
but yeah...i really should do some frickin laundry. but i lack the initiative to pack everything up and drag it out to the laundromat. there's a laundry room here, but the washers are tiny, moldy, and expensive, and the dryers rarely work. so the white spot continues as my primary source of laundry-doing.
i just don't wanna go outside until next may.
my mum wants us to get married in may. i dunno about that. i mean shit, i'd marry him tomorrow if that's what he wanted, but i sense that he's not into rushing anything at all. six months isn't much time to save up for a wedding, especially with this being the wonderful yool-tyde season and all. but we'll see. we still want october. and i want october second.
aubs...you're coming, right?
and hey....way to get ahold of me while you were home!! heheh.......it's cool. i'm glad you had a rockin time with the new boyfriend!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............
ahem...
i keep coughing.
i talked to ernie over the weekend online and he's like "hey i'm gonna come over i haven't seen you in forever" and i'm like "yay cool beans and shit" and he comes over and he's coughing his goddamned lungs up right next to me on the couch. he neglected to tell me online that his body was attempting to eject his lungs.
so that happened.
then i went to work today and cathy was coughing her goddammned lungs up right next to me and i kept thinking JEEZUS CHRIST WOULD YOU HAVE A FUCKING HALLS ALREADY. and then by the end of the day...there's that awesome tingle in the back of my throat and there i go hack hack hacking away. nevermind the fact that i've smoked immense amounts of cigarettes lately...i don't know what my deal is. but that's sure helping it along.......weeeeeeeeee. i was just waiting for some kind of sickness to track me down too. so i wouldn't feel left out, you know.
laura......i hope you're feeling better soon, hunny. we must go look for weird wedding dresses and non-ugly bridesmaids dresses!!
damn, this typing made me hungry. i shall dine on leftover marsh pre-made meatloaf, excuse me.
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"...and now the girl is gaggin' / she's naggin' / 'i need you to get that stuff off the kitchen floor / is that too much to ask you for?' / but i see no reason why / can't let a few more weeks go by / but it's smellin like somethin died / and buddy you should see the flies / i said.. / there's something rotten here (say what?) / you better hold your nose / hey you disgusting slob, you better take that trash out"
