dear god i'm so fucking sick. i just wanna breathe thru my nose, is that too much to ask??
in all honesty i do feel better today than i did yesterday, in some ways. yesterday i had this awful fever that kept me feeling like a helpless bag of bones lying on the couch all afternoon. i only made it thru work for about three hours before i had to call my fiance and ask him to come get me.
today i've done nothing but blow my fucking nose it seems. my nose has turned a lovely shade of red and my ears are now popping from all the sneezing. my mum brought me some dayquil which i reluctantly ingested over two hours ago and i still feel like a lump of camel shite.
i hate this. i just wanna be better.
we're supposed to put up our christmas tree tomorrow...and he's going christmas shopping with his best friend.
he was just here, home on his lunch break. he came to see how i was feeling. he's amazing. i look and feel fucking horrible and he still looks at me like i'm the most beautiful thing in the world.
in sickness and in health, right?
how's october ninth sound to you, aubrey?
cos i think that's gonna be it.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........so happy.
so sick, but still...so happy.
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"it's absolutely true"
