i was thinking about this person, and remembering the way i reacted to things......and i honestly don't remember why i reacted the way i did. well, i mean...i have an inkling, but i honestly can't say at which point in time things became different than they had been. whether it was me or that person or the circumstances or anything like that. it's....hmm. but the more i remembered, the more i realized... all over again... that
i.
hate.
that person.
i didn't always feel that way. and hate is such a strong word.....okay....
i.
am.
completely apathetic.
towards that person.
they may as well not exist. hell, they don't really exist to me. and they've finally been cleansed from my life in most every situation.... and i do mean "cleansed".... which is absolutely lovely... and not surprisingly, much more positive. free flowin good vibes, mah people! *snaps fingers*
huh. weird thinkings.
i'ma gonna call the laura and see about goin to see the punisher, eh?
