HOLY HELL my buddy list is funny right now.
uhhhhhh.........hi.
i feel really sick. like......awful. it's not fun. six is having problems adjusting to his clone status.
i go to the doctor again on the 30th. weeeeeeeeee for the stupid doctor. i haven't even paid the last one yet.
haven't you been paying attention??
today was boring. yesterday was boring too. in fact....a lot of my days are boring. ah well.
i did go saturday with dave and his dad to see fahrenheit 9/11, which was strangely satisfying. it was also sort of comforting, not to mention amusing, to listen to dave's dad sitting there muttering "horseshit" or "goddamn" every time dubya was talking. we ate at mcl afterwards (dave's dad wanted to go there....which meant yeah, i was the youngest person there). all the smells hit me like a ton of bricks and i was down for the count. dave got me a big glass of milk to ease my troubles.
constantly tired.
in fact, i think i'm gonna sleep soon. dave's working nine hours tonite i believe, so there's really no point in attempting to stay up.
i had dinner tonite with my dad. no one else. just me and him.
do you have any idea how long it's been since that happened????
and of course it wasn't exactly a great thing. he goes on and on about the dumbest, most inane bullshit possible for god knows how long and when i try to turn the conversation into a marginally intelligent direction he just sits there sipping his damned unsweetened tea with that blank stare on his face. the same fucking blank stare i've seen on his face since i was fucking ten years old. the one that plainly says, I AM NOT LISTENING TO A DAMN WORD YOU'RE SAYING, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T EXACTLY PERTAIN TO ME.
but that's okay.
my mother will be home soon.
she hasn't called me in a while, and i haven't called her. i wonder how that happened...hm.
what a fuckin random, pointless entry.
blow me.
arrrrrrrrrrrr.
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"i am all alone, so are we all / we're all clones / all are one and one are all / all are one and one are all"
