dave is snoring. hee hee.
well, we signed the lease on a new house. like hooray and shit. the house is about a block from my mum's place so it really should work out well. this weekend needs to be dedicated to packing, but really all we've managed to do so far is sleep, have sex, then sleep again. ahaha, and it's not even noon yet.
the first trimester is finally over, i won't miss it cos it sucked. i have been feeling much better, less nausea (though it's not quite gone), less fatigue (though that's not gone either), and the girls have gotten quite a bit bigger yet they don't hurt near as bad. i fear i'll have to begin investing in some bigger bras soon, though......most of mine are getting too small now. ah well....the things i'll go thru.
yesterday i had to do the rubber band trick on my pants. i've gone from pants just fitting funny to not fitting at all. there's about three pair i can't wear at all, the rest have to be rubber banded lest i suffocate, and i bought two pairs of jeans last weekend that are six sizes bigger than my normal jeans. which was depressing but okay at the same time.
i haven't gained much weight yet. i am eating better though...as in.....more often. the let-up on the nausea has helped with that.
i do have a bit of a pooch down there now. doctor's visit is wednesday......i think i'll beg to hear the heartbeat.
i just want this all to be real... and to quell all the paranoias my stupid brain inevitably cooks up when given a new idea or concept to stew on. i think listening to the hearbeat would be hella reassuring and just set me more at ease in general.
cos really......i just want to know that everything's okay in there.
i can't see it and i can't feel it yet.......therefore i worry.
but anywho. yeah. really need to pack. i'm also quite the hungry, but seeing as i'm currently in bed with the computer on my lap and dave leaning against me.....that won't be happening anytime soon.
i'm just going to enjoy the moment. the quiet. listening to him breathe and feeling him against my skin.
everything else can wait.
