so i went over to jimmy's tonite to work on a couple of the songs we're gonna finish recording next week, and was pleasantly surprised to find that the overly insecure, jealous, possessive, hateful, two-faced, and otherwise psychotic girlfriend with whom he had been sharing space is finally...gone...
*cue applause*
*more applause*
.............................*and still more applause.*
that makes me happy. in fact, it makes just about everyone happy. well...everyone who's known jimmy for longer than the six months they were together.
this girl was just bad nooz. lots of bad energy surrounding this girl. she made him miserable....he wasn't even himself anymore. but now she's gone and all is well. that was so awesome. getting to hang out with the boys just like we used to before everyone had to worry about when she would be home or if she would get pissed about something we said or what she would say about us after we left bla bla bla.
weeeeeeee..............no more no more no more.
ding dong, the witch is gone.
yay!
heheh.
other than that, my back is fucking killing me. ohhhhhhhhhh lord jesus it hurts. the baby likes to lay with his feet on my left side and his head on my right side, thus lying directly across the nerves in my back and thus causing me large amounts of back pain. i have enlisted my trusty spiderman pillow for assistance whilst at work, but it is currently falling short of my expectations. it does help....just not much. nothing really does help but lying down. and i can't necessarily do that at work.
i just keep telling myself...only a few months left... only a few months left...
i will be six months along on friday.....how weird is that?
i go back to see the wizard on the eighteenth....so i'll mention it to her and see if there's anything she'd suggest to ease this up a little. in the meantime...i may try a heating pad of some kind... anything... because at times it really is unbearable. right now it's becoming very very uncomfortable so i'm probably going to end this soon....
i've been all mushy lately... feeling very good. very in love and very affectionate. very happy.
nice dream. nice dream. nice dream.
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"if you think that you're strong enough..."
