8:08 p.m. 2005-01-18

owwwwwwwwwww...........ohhhhhhh my gawd, so much pressure today...

this kid is trying to kill me!!

ah well...there's five and a half weeks to go. give or take a week or two.

today i had to go to work at seven in the friggin morning, so i could get off at 3:30 and head over to the hospital AGAIN for the 'beginning steps' thing they do.

work is more torturous by the day. i'm fairly sure that i waddle more and more with each passing day, and getting up and down as many times as i do gets rather tiresome. it's good for me to walk around, but it's soooo frickin painful in the uh.......nether-regions. i can feel it every time the baby turns his head. that's....pleasant.

the beginning steps thing was nice, the lady was nice and didn't make us feel like idiots. i hate tromping around the hospital all the time though...it's so big and i'm so big and this walking thing just blows. the doctor who did my second and third ultrasounds was there and rubbed my belly for good luck.

ahaha.......rob and i are talking about penises.

anywho........yeah. wanna have this baby.

the countdown is on.




i just want to be


.blue sky alibi.





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