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so much pressure, kicks hurt so much. thank the jeebus that there are only four weeks left of this. actually, my due date is exactly a month from today. yowza.
i went to see the wizard a couple of days ago and i go again next tuesday...and every following tuesday until the baby decides to come out of his hiding place.
man, he's moving a lot right now...........and it frickin hurts.
tonite i'm being super-nesting-wife and doing an assload of laundry. currently waiting for the dryer to stop so i can.....*trumpet fanfare* MATE SOCKS. hooooo boy. i'm a laugh and a half. my goal is to get all the laundry that's exploded from the basket in the bedroom finished and put away. and to put away the old clothes that have been stacked up in baskets for months and months and months....summer clothes and pre-pregnant clothes. both of which i miss terribly. but i need to get em put away somewhere and rearrange a few things so there will be room for the bassinet in our bedroom when the baby comes. as of right now, he'd be stuck in the middle of the room and be blocking my dresser. and that's just no place for a baby.
the only problem with this plan is i get damned tired way too damned easily. oh that and my back hurts like two seconds after i start doing laundry. but i'm a trooper. i can do dis. dave was like, "don't strain yourself too much" and i don't plan on doing that (as i am currently sitting on my arse), but yeah....nice to know he notices when i get tired. whenever we go shopping he still walks all fast....and i can't walk that fast anymore, haha. so i have to grab his arm and make him slow down.
cos i waddle.
more and more every day.
it's kinda amusing i guess.
now that it's so close to being over i keep thinking about how great it'll be to do all the things i used to do. like......uh, bending over to tie my shoes. shaving my legs without suffocating. sleeping on my stomach. being able to put pants on without having to cling to a nearby sturdy object for dear life. being able to put pants on without horrific pain in the crotchular area upon standing on one foot. haha. though i do prop my bottled water up on my belly a lot during breaks at work...i might miss that a little. always having a table. especially since right now i'm too frickin big to pull myself all the way up to an actual table.
so yeah.........now i'm hungry. i think i'll call my mum and so sweetly ask her to get me some taco bell or something........hahaha.
it'll all be over soon, i keep telling myself.
just think, i could go into labor in as little as a week and a half and they wouldn't stop me!!! yay. i doubt that will happen, but hey a girl can dream.
but not before a week and a half. he still needs to cook for another week and a half.
keep your fingers crossed that he's early.........cos i'm dyin here folks
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"let me in, i'll bury the pain"
