2008-04-01 - way too much information.
2008-02-26 - endless
2007-12-11 - lies lies lies yeah
2007-11-19 - ice cream snow
2007-11-10 - ode to jxv
2007-11-03 - aaaaaaand now, the anacondas!!!!
2007-06-20 - greetings from the ends of the earth
2007-05-30 - hell doesn't love them
2007-04-25 - la la la la, la la la la, fuckbrain's world
2007-03-21 - a temporary return?
2006-04-27 - a pristine kiss
2005-10-18 - plastic
2005-06-08 - bwahahahaa.
2005-05-07 - lullaby and goodnite, close your big bloodshot eyes
2005-04-15 - like sands thru the hourglass...
2005-04-02 - bouncin round the room
2005-03-28 - nutz
2005-03-05 - ding dong
2005-03-01 - love is wonderful
2005-02-20 - hey look what i did
2005-02-10 - WON'T YOU PLEASE
2005-02-03 - grr
2005-01-26 - you beg me then you break me
2005-01-18 - aarghyaargh
2005-01-14 - smells like overload
2004-12-28 - yay iowa!
2004-12-22 - big stupid crappy piece of crappy crap
2004-12-14 - feta
2004-12-10 - vienna sausages
2004-12-09 - hopes
2004-11-24 - who decides who's crazy?
2004-11-20 - i am i am i am i am
2004-11-18 - girth
2004-11-04 - let's be friends
2004-11-02 - lovestruck and dumb
2004-10-23 - moon songs
2004-10-20 - a road without end
2004-10-14 - all you need is luff
2004-10-09 - the bellllssssssss
2004-09-22 - decoyed by old cheese
2004-09-18 - fun times
2004-09-15 - grief is only able to possess
2004-09-12 - it's big, it's heavy, it's wood
2004-09-09 - lalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaa
2004-08-14 - bury our heads
2004-08-01 - hi
2004-07-14 - one for the books
2004-07-03 - aargh aargh and aargh again
2004-06-25 - grief is only able to possess
2004-05-27 - plain happiness, just happiness
2004-05-18 - ahaha
2004-05-12 - there was a twelve car pile-up, everybody dead
2004-04-29 - all faith in you
2004-04-28 - DELILAH'S FIRST BIRTHDAY, WEEE!
2004-04-23 - gone
2004-04-14 - a day of work-infested hell...
2004-04-11 - eashtrr
2004-04-09 - COME TO THIS SHOW OR I'LL KICK YOU IN THE SHINS
2004-04-04 - evil, evil, evil.
2004-03-25 - sick inside sometimes
2004-03-16 - scribble dreams
2004-03-07 - surly
2004-03-02 - hole-y pintos and cheese, batman!
2004-03-01 - all have fallen short of the glory
2004-02-29 - stupid shows and stupid hoes (haha)
2004-02-21 - another boring quiz!
2004-02-19 - sweet sweet
2004-02-17 - procrastination is the thief of clothes
2004-02-14 - Happy Valentine's Day - slash - Darrik's 21st Birthday (even though he's an asshole)
2004-02-13 - mystery on seeker street
2004-02-11 - force the darkness onto me
2004-02-05 - zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
2004-01-31 - no more afters or befores
2004-01-21 - what am i to do with all this silence?
2004-01-16 - it never stops
2004-01-13 - i pause with my pen
2004-01-11 - wha?
2004-01-07 - aaaaahahaha
2004-01-06 - hey ya
2004-01-01 - happy new year again
2003-12-30 - -
2003-12-28 - feel the wrath of the left hand of BURNS
2003-12-25 - ho ho ho WHAT?
2003-12-21 - frail
2003-12-09 - wee
2003-12-05 - sniffffff snifffffffff please shoot me
2003-12-03 - it makes you wanna . . . just makes you wanna . . makes you wanna throowwwww up
2003-11-25 - i ask for more
2003-11-20 - a black swan rode me into my place of des-tonee
2003-11-18 - i sensed my loss before i even learned to talk
2003-11-13 - to forgive
2003-11-12 - i am one as you are stupid
2003-11-07 - i remember taking a taxi once
2003-11-06 - so weak and powerless
2003-11-05 - n.f.a.
2003-11-03 - hey baby, it's you i'm thinking of
2003-10-28 - remember, you promised me
2003-10-23 - we'll climb the tallest tree
2003-10-22 - all of those yesterdays
2003-10-21 - i'm turning japanese i think i'm turning japanese i really think so
2003-10-19 - jam another dragon down the hole
2003-10-15 - quiz time again
2003-10-10 - a close look at something so close
2003-10-09 - song 15
2003-09-23 - nooses and lost traces
2003-09-11 - the sun is beaming, radiating / all the love we are creating
2003-08-30 - most boring update evarr.
2003-08-23 - time is never time at all
2003-08-13 - scary shadows of my past are alive
2003-08-06 - here in this hopeless fucking hole
2003-07-25 - no plans to leave but still i go
2003-07-23 - sink or swim.
2003-07-22 - to rid the disease
2003-07-21 - drumsets in living rooms
2003-07-19 - that one thing
2003-07-12 - useless wretch
2003-07-09 - hold it all inside
2003-07-05 - *cough cough cough* hi how ya doin
2003-07-02 - over my shoulder
2003-06-29 - drifting and floating and fading away
2003-06-27 - to live, to breathe
2003-06-23 - counting up treasures
2003-06-21 - the last rose of summer
2003-06-20 - *cue applause*
2003-06-19 - i went falling
2003-06-14 - bwaa ha haaaa
2003-06-13 - makin movies.
2003-06-12 - a million miles away
2003-06-11 - if there is a god, i know he likes to rock
2003-06-11 - if there is a god, i know he likes to rock
2003-06-07 - until you find it there and lead it back home
2003-06-05 - hi
2003-06-03 - mother weep the years i'm missing
2003-05-31 - these things inside are all just things
2003-05-29 - post birthday return to the diaryland realm
2003-05-18 - .to.the.ages.i.am.speaking.
2003-05-04 - wake up
2003-05-03 - sweet as true love
2003-05-01 - and now once more...with feeling
2003-04-28 - THE NAME MY NEW KITTY CONTEST
2003-04-27 - ladies and gentlemen....presenting.............
2003-04-26 - too fucked to swear that i was there
2003-04-25 - i broke apart my insides
2003-04-22 - lacklusterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
2003-04-19 - how i'd love to waste your time
2003-04-17 - and they all want you to change
2003-04-13 - drink from the reasons that hold you alive
2003-04-08 - you're gonna get bored with this eventually
2003-04-03 - there once was a time
2003-03-30 - a wink at the former me
2003-03-29 - after last nite, i SO needed this.
2003-03-28 - piracy
2003-03-26 - little stars that burn the holes in my soul
2003-03-23 - jesus is just alright with me
2003-03-21 - here's to the atom bomb
2003-03-16 - poop
2003-03-13 - this is where it goes Pop
2003-03-12 - goddamn this noise inside my head
2003-03-11 - sleep will not come to this tired body now
2003-03-08 - hey guess what
2003-03-05 - haunted
2003-03-02 - destitute, despised
2003-02-27 - shattering fast i'm glass i'm glass
2003-02-26 - wisdom
2003-02-25 - blargh
2003-02-23 - i'm an idiot but we recorded
2003-02-21 - beeflog beeflog what a treat - a hefty hunk of processed meat - dipped in mustard oh what joy - i'm a jolly beeflog boy
2003-02-19 - ..everything just feels like rain..
2003-02-18 - the saga continues
2003-02-16 - the hospitalization of New Guy
2003-02-15 - i'm not impressed with my loneliness
2003-02-14 - THE OFFICIAL IT'S-DARRIK'S-BIRTHDAY ENTRY
2003-02-12 - I'M SO GOTH THAT I'M NOT!!
2003-02-11 - blurgh
2003-02-08 - loneliness is not a phase
2003-02-05 - so let's see you smile
2003-02-04 - hear jane roar
2003-02-01 - double cross the vacant and the bored
2003-01-31 - rooms full of salt
2003-01-29 - -
2003-01-28 - chaos and maelstroms
2003-01-27 - does anybody really know what time it is?
2003-01-24 - breathe in the nite that crushed a tired sunrise
2003-01-23 - and inbetween sips of coke
2003-01-21 - writing "real"
2003-01-17 - ...................this. is. necessary.
2003-01-17 - i wish it was springtime
2003-01-15 - nothing
2003-01-14 - .rest your trigger on my finger.
2003-01-12 - if i could i'd.....
2003-01-11 - why am i so tired?
2003-01-10 - vrooooooooooooooooom
2003-01-09 - staring down the hole again
2003-01-07 - you're vacant motives unmoved
2003-01-05 - as the great clips turns
2003-01-04 - my little razor
2003-01-02 - snow cams
2003-01-01 - the aftermath
2003-01-01 - **happy new year from hadassah wax**
2002-12-31 - half as high as heaven
2002-12-30 - eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we'll die
2002-12-29 - to see you, to touch you
2002-12-28 - "life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans"
2002-12-27 - every moment spent
2002-12-26 - and everybody say.....YATTA!
2002-12-24 - yuletide greetings from snow hell, indiana
2002-12-24 - you
2002-12-22 - fat boy, wait till tomorrow
2002-12-20 - twilight fades
2002-12-20 - moving, roaring, soaring, gone gone gone
2002-12-18 - until the bitter bitter end of the world
2002-12-15 - "revved up....who fucking says revved up??"
2002-12-15 - overdone
2002-12-14 - and here you are.